April 2012
1 post
I’m feeling happy like finally. It’s all worth the wait. We may have ups and downs, have our emotional moments where we throw emotional tantrums at each other, but everything is just..magical. :D Clubbing with Christina for her birthday yesterday night is awesome. Swaying to the slow music, going crazy over the high songs and really just going crazy over Kpop songs for once in a club....
March 2012
1 post
What Ling said is true… “Its not her choice to make. He chose you.”
January 2012
1 post
怕失去你的那一天。
就算多么爱你也没有用。。因为你根本都不属于我。总有一天，你会需要离开我。。我可以装着我不在乎，但我的心越来越痛。。一天的过去是等于一天更靠近离开你的到来。
这一个月里，我们之间的感情有很多变化。。我有时希望你还是我的哥哥，但有时很开心能变成你的情人。。和你在一起时我很幸福。。但。。我。。不敢太幸福。
拿得起放不下。我不想让你知道我的心里话，因为你知道了会马上离开。。但那种痛我快要承受不了了。。
December 2011
1 post
I’m currently in a very confused state of mind which leads me to here. I thought the whole day and was finding for an outlet to vent to. I can tell as many friends about it, but there is just something cooped up within me that I cant seem to let go. That call from Chiwai, is becoming quite a torture for me.
All these arguments. Can everyone just grow up and see things from a bigger picture?...
July 2011
1 post
Messed Up.
It’s been a long time since I ever posted something and the reason why I am coming up here to post is because I am feeling messed up. Coming to America made me learnt a lot but the same time, it screwed me up a lot.
March 2011
3 posts
Lovely Afternoon
I spent my afternoon just eating lunch at Lothian. HAHA! Me and Tian got so many plates of food and ended up wasting most of them, especially the yummy grilled salmon. We had a great afternoon resting and like we went to T mobile to check out my BB prepaid plans, went to 7 eleven to get our Nong Shim Noodles dinner! Yaaay!
Eating ben&jerrys now. Today’s the 12 Mar. 3 more days to 2nd...
我真的很不开心。。 没有人能了解我的心情。很想自己一个人去跑步。
October 2010
1 post
Change
Change is good and where there is change, there is growth. But of course, as humans, we tend to not like some change that make us step out of our comfort zone. Hahaha! :D
I myself have gone through many changes, change in character, change in mindset, change in my friends as the season in life change. In just less than 6 months time, I might be on my way to Florida for attachment or maybe working...
September 2010
6 posts
I'm under grace, not law.
Studying law a chapter a day just made me so tired even if its just one chapter. It’s so mind draining. Until now, I only fully absorb two chapters of blaw. The first two were studied before FMAH so like it’s gone somehow. HAHA! Now only got chapter 4 and 5. Discharge of contracts and remedies. But i thank God for that little step. :D I’m hesitating to start the gift now and...
7A.D
I felt very happy today and couldn’t stop smiling after a long day of practice. We may have gone through confusions, fatigue and awkwardness since it’s still the first day. However, I’ve never been so happy before. I can smile naturally, dance naturally, and do stupid things to make people laugh without having to be afraid of what others think of me. I felt so free. I hope we can...
August 2010
10 posts
Gems Exam..
Later’s the time for GEMS exam, just wanna get it over and done with. Studied halfway until want to die alr. Daddy, i leave the exam into your hands. I tried..
Simple happiness..
Yesterday(Friday) was an awesome day, a day that I have never felt so happy before. Everyone was just so friendly and like everyone just clicked supernaturally. :D 07 guys and tricia coming to the musical, the pearl incident at KOI, the 7.A.D meetup, the musical itself, and the catching up with primary school friend, the chats we had at Raffles, the stupid jumps that we did in the middle and...
PIGS
I went to Cleo’s house yesterday and our plan was to study (but i expected myself not to study). I managed to study one simple chapter on BLAW and wanted to continue studying the next one but I ended up felling asleep on Cleo’s bed. We went down to rent some DVDs and went back up to watch Ip Man 2! I made alot of noise. HAHAH! It was the first time I see everyone eating like PIGS....
Deep thoughts..
For 2 consecutive weekends, I went overseas. The last last weekend I went to Malacca with my sister and had a fun time with her shopping and relaxing in the hotel. The last weekend I went to Kuantan with my sister’s company for some team building activities, sleeping tour on the bus (LOL!) and eat good seafood.
In these two trips, I thought a lot and finally came to realise that it’s...
BUSYBUSYBUSY!
I have been so busy for so many weeks! Cant go church for at least a month already. I’m feeling so dry at times but somehow, Daddy has brought me through this whole tiring period of time. All the quarrels, stressful periods, happy times, crazy times and messy times. hahahah! =X
Janey and Janey’s mum came to surprise me today with Ben & Jerry’s Ice Cream, KFC Feast! :) Had a...
June 2010
1 post
Jesus loves me!
HM Camp’s really awesome and this is not just any other EJ or HM camps I have attended in my past years. It’s a great change that I see in my friends and me. I really do miss the five days. Receiving more and more each day. Thank you Abba. :D For bringing me and Denise to camp. For growing the whole caregroup, for restoring me to where I am now.
May 2010
7 posts
It’s been super long since I blogged on Tumblr. There are so many things that happened so I wont be posting any boring posts up here. :D
Life’s been better nowadays. Daddy made me more positive about things and not always feeling emotional and oversensitive to things under the Godly counsel of Evelyn and Cherrie. Of course, and my beloved friends like Nikki, Denise and Cleo. If I...
NYAA Gold! TIANTIAN WE CAN DO ITTTTT! :D
People who were real with me.
Happy Together!~
GhimmyHui and meeee!
I loooove them! (Plus Tony, Wei Siong & Imran!)
When God Ran For Shu
Was when He ran to Shu,
He took Shu in His arms
Held Shu’s head to His chest,
said My daughter’s come home again
Lifted Shu’s face,
wiped the tears from Shu’s eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said, Daughter do you know I still love you?
He caught Shu by surprise
When God ran.
April 2010
9 posts
Pictures speak.
I thank God for them! :D
Here are some of the bits and pieces of the fun times we had together, of course not all! But just some. :D
Yi Lin & Ade! They helped me through sponsorship and with Yi Lin THE CARING MAN to be there with me emotionally and of course, physically! Also! Watching 败犬女王 with them at SB Foyer. :)
The times when we chiong-ed together during FOP registration after getting a scolding from Mr....
FOC
We were on our way to IMM to buy our logistic items for FOC! :D
Yan Wei, Me, Imran(Events Head), Ying Ying, Sean
And again, this time with Imran smiling. HAHA!
DINNNNER!
Process wasnt taken as we were too busy. So this is taken during the last night when we zonked out.
WARMFUZZZZZZZY! :D when all your thoughts and appreciation flows. :D
FOC OVER!
It’s beeen at least two weeks since I’ve blogged. There was nothing much happening but just meetings and meetings and finally, FOC! I didnt take much pictures, which was quite sad. I took only like three throughout the whole camp I think. HAHA! But nevertheless, I had fun and everything’s etched in my memory now. :D We went through all the sweet sour bitter spicy, being angry at...
March 2010
21 posts
Back Aches & Fun
I really have to thank God for making me feel Him once more again by showing me some people in the way. Just like how it was such a coincidence that the new friends that I made were believers, and how I managed to have favour with the people without having to try, and precious ones like Pei Ying and Sean to like share with me their walk with You Lord. Amidst all the grumpiness and complaints,...
Camps after camps!
CAMMMPPP! First was DTRM Camp and I kinda forgot the experience of it already. I only know that I was super tired after the camp and went back home to sleeeep. Had some family issues going on when I reached home. Had dinner at Popeyes and went home to sleeep till next morning. Woke up, packed bag and like set off to school for another camp again. hahahha!
The OCs stayed an extra night than the...
你的出现在我脸上画下了笑容，但你离开的背影在我的心割下了疤痕。
I went for xiaogui’s autograph singing session! I went there without expecting myself to actually queue for the autograph session. Jas, Denise and me were a few minutes late. He started singing by the time we reached. We managed to squeeze through the crowd from Topman till Macs there and we watched him from far but clear view. :D His singing was good, improved a lot. After his singing, I...
Not forgetting my 小鬼!