Seasonal Changes

I’m currently in a very confused state of mind which leads me to here. I thought the whole day and was finding for an outlet to vent to. I can tell as many friends about it, but there is just something cooped up within me that I cant seem to let go. That call from Chiwai, is becoming quite a torture for me.

All these arguments. Can everyone just grow up and see things from a bigger picture? Whats with all the pettiness? Whats with all the possessiveness? What Melvin said was right. “Friends come and go. We all have to accept that.” At the moment when he said that, it might not be for me but that sentence is so speaking to me right now.

Whatever I was doing for the past few weeks, has impacted me quite a lot. We might always complain that its so dramatic. But looking back, things have changed so rapidly that I cant even catch up. Yesterday was the maximum. I really didnt know what I was doing. Things were really screwed up.. All the snapshots that I have in my mind right now.. is torturing me.